And i think its gonna be over..
yeah, thats is what programmed in my head right now. i think its over.
i've tried. i guess love aint on my side. i dont know.
well, guess this is life uh.
i just dont know.
so yeah. no matter what, i'll stand by you. and will love u.
you know its funny when ur down and ur trying to find something to fill in that sorrowness it just hitted you back double portion. like just now i was watching that 70's show, basicly its a comedy but turns out the episode im watching its about break ups. not one episode but three. so yeah. and the songs on the radio, well they're just some sad songs played.
well, to be honest, its the worst feeling of my life and yeah, we all got to go through it somehow or rather. well, just hope and pray for a mirale on this one and let everything be great and run smoothly like how it used to be. wish i could turn back time. and now im bowing on my knees begging for forgiveness and love. you're my greatest love and i love you.
things we went through suddenly flashing in my head. all the goods and the bads.
and our special moments. and even when im down u'r still there for me picking me up and holding my hand continuing the race together and finish it with victory. our weaknesses we try to overcome by advising each other and tears of joy and sorrowness flows pouring out love.
sacrifices made, punishment by parents, oh yeah, think back bout it,its funny and yeah it made us strong. the night on the bed spending texting each other while the radio plays it part and fell asleep everytime she fell sleepy.and every morning, morning wake up text will be recieved.
sweet moments on the rooftop of a famous shopping mall will be always in my head.
witout any means of communication facilities, old school ways was used by writing letter. and small gifts passed to a middle person. oh how exciting when it was delivered. sweet memories at the house. spending time with her on the afternoons, was just simply sweet. ups and downs, thicks and thins, mountain after mountain conquered, still she stands strong holding my hand never letting go. fly.fm is the radio to be listen everynight on our beds. thinking or each other. hitting the mall on a date, his shoelace keeps untie, she tied it for me tightly witout any complains instead out of love, "next time tie properly lah" she said. there are more to these, its not even half of it. the love is too content. the undying love keeps burning, the heart is calling out her name ,and 3 words is declared, i love you.

I don't know what is gonna happen after this.
Things running in my mind....
I'm scared..
I'm worried..
I'm sorry..
I don't know...I don't know...
My heart is beating fast..
cause I'm scared..
a screwer, screws things up every time when I think its gonna be perfect,turns out I'm totally wrong..
I need her, cause i love her.
I'm sorry.

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyesCome on and come to me now.Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you throughCause I've seen the dark side too.When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,Nothing you confess could make me love you lessI'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobodyhurt you,I'll stand by you.So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,Come on and talk to me now.And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry tooBut I'm alot like you.When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know whichpath to choose,Let me come along, cause even if your wrongI'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobodyhurt you,I'll stand by you.Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.I'll stand by you.And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feelingall alone,You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand byyou, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by youTake me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert youI'll stand by you. ooooh, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you.

Carrie Underwood - I'll Stand By You

I love you Baby.<3

ahh the fair part is where i wear my watch.

kishennn poserrrr..=p

AHhh..=D
Exams are finally over!! wooh0o0o0o!!!!
work was great, except for sunburns.stoopid lah..somebody commented im Mr.Rajan's (MR.black) son..HAHA..dumb ass.i need my ori skin colour back need to be sexy.HAHAH.=p
currently listening to Peter Pan's songs =)
jiwang jiwang...
and reading about Yakuza (some biggest gang in Japan)
and these days the stupid climate driving me crazy, ahhhhh..raining non stop..stoopid rain..
rain rain go away come again next year.LOL.
oh yeah, during work, Kishen keep borring my phone to take pics of himself..POSER ASS! haha..and he dragged me along to pose pose..=P
got to start planning my holidays already.HAHAHA..wheeee..

poser poser..
yy wants to take laaaa..=p

LIFEGUARD =D

AHHHHH....
Work Work.=D
its the holidays!! first up, Selamat hari Raya to all Malaysianss!!
i think im fat after eating rendang the other day.HAHAH!
and this raya week, i'm working at The Lost World of Tambun, Ipoh.
=D
as as as...a..a...a...LIFEGUARD.haha.
eyh! dont laugh okaii..its cool.=p
got sun burnt..
and im black!
danggg.=p
LOL, enough for the day, think im gonna blog soon yeah..
when, im at work so many things in mind to blog about..sighh..=p
now...feeling kinda emo.LOL! yeah emo..emo's back!
damn it..=p
think im tired dats why..havent been sleeping well for the past few days though its the holidays..what is this man..=p=p
i got to rest rest rest.=D

Missing.....
You Baby..sighhh
need you right now...
i dont know what happened to you.
=/
all it matters now is that I love you so much.

Bloody Pick-Pocket-er
Lost my wallet yesterday while taking my bag in the sku hall after 1st period of exams.
damn it..it got stolen by some !@#$%^& hahaha..useless lifeless fella.=)
didn't have any money for recess, Mr.Rajan a.k.a Black gave me some $$ to eat and so is some of me friends.ahhh what are friends for ai?..=)
hope the bugger stole my wallet lost his arse or something.hahaha!
dang, there wasn't much $$ inside but sentimental value which is priceless all GONE.dang. told mom bout it when i got home from sku, mom said, "thats why lah, wear your pants so low sumore lah, until cant feel ppl touch your butt and take ur wallet,luckily i didnt let you hold the readl ic if not have to pay 300 laaaa"
my pants are not lowwww laaa..=p eeeeeeeeeee

Been saving $$ to get this cream high cut Converse with orange lining.oh man!!
whenever i'll go the Yik Foong mall, i'll look that preety lil thang..staring at me " come on come on..you know you wanna get me...buy meeeee buy meeeeeeeeeeeee...im preetyyyyyy" HAHHA..
ass!
RM109 bucks!...ahh aint got the caasshhhh $$$...
just lost my wallet..sighhh
i so love Converse!!
=D

Examss...
ahhhh...tmr's my 2nd last day of my finals.after tmr will be having a week plus of Raya break, and then a day of exams then its all OVERR!!! =DDD
wooh0o0oo...
stress stress,..
moto during exams, " A coffee a day keeps you awake from your dumb dumb sleepy head"

Today,
MOM almost banged a policeman!! HAHAHAAHA!!!
the policeman was whistling with his whistle while controlling the traffic and mom turned the stering too much to the left and almost banged that policeman.hahaha!! dumb policeman standing on the middle of the road.=p
the policeman stared at mom, mom just went pass him while smiling.HAHAAH!!
i was laughing in the car.

D E V A R A J L O V E S J O Y C E T O O N <3

S.T.R.E.S.S =D